Another update, I'm sorry I take so long

I thought I was over him, done with him but then there he was, and I couldn't breathe.

here’s to the girls, the ones that stayed up late hoping he'd text back and made up lies pretending he was too busy just to make themselves feel better. here's to the ones that gave him their whole heart just to have it smashed. the ones who couldn't even talk to their best friends about it because it seemed stupid not to be over him yet.

I miss that feeling when you go to sleep at night and when you wake up in the morning. Its the feeling that everything is all right in the world. You know that amazing feeling that you're a whole, that you've got everything you want, that you aren't missing anything. Sometimes when I wake up I get it for just a moment.... It lasts for a few seconds but then I remember what happened, how nothing has been the same since.

You piss me off. You piss me off a lot. I can't even tell you how many times I've wanted to knock some sense into that pretty little head of yours. You push me to my limits and maybe even farther, but this is what makes me so absolutely crazy about you."

To him, I was a commitment that had become more of a burden than an asset, and his time was just to precious to waste.

I know he loved you, a long time ago. Ain't jealous of you, just thought you should know..you were never good enough for him, or anything like me. So you might as well sit back, cause I'm not trying to show maturity. X is the shape I drew through you face in permanent marker. Just like the mark you knew you were making. Who do you think you are, to write on his heart in permanent marker?

I see that you’re online, and the butterflies in my stomach from being anxious are still there. You message me and ask me how I am. I put my fingers to the keys and realize that there is nothing left to say. There is nothing for me to say that will change anything. There is nothing I haven’t said to try to change your mind.

It wasn't my decision, I was a victim of circumstance. It wasn't right, I knew I never had a chance. My anger grew so large it almost overcame, my independance almost got lost to the violence chain.

Sometimes late at night I think about all the things that have been, all the things that havent been and all the things yet to be. If my heart could explode into a billion tiny pieces and scatter themselves all over the world. If I could live on sunlight and the city sounds and fall asleep in those thousands of lighted windows. I wonder if this world will ever make sense to me, if I will ever truly understand anything… and if there’s really anything to understand at all.

Are you angry? Punch a pillow. Was it satisfying? Not hardly. These days, people are too angry for punching. What you might try is stabbing - take an old pillow and lay it on the front lawn. Stab it with a big pointy knife, again and again and again. Stab hard enough for the point of the knife to go into the ground. Stab until the pillow is gone and you are just stabbing the earth again and again, as if you want to kill it for continuing to spin, as if you are getting revenge for having to live on this planet day after day, alone.

No one can hurt me anymore. In fact, no one can even come close because I just don't care anymore. About anything. I wake up & don't care what I wear. I don't care what I do on the weekends. I just go through the motions. So I sure as hell don't care what you do with your life anymore.

I rolled over and pressed myself into the pillow, listening to the sound of my own breathing. I heard him move, a soft noise as the guitar was put down, and next his arms were around me, circling my back, his face against my shoulder. He was so close to me in that moment, too close, but I had never pushed a guy away for that. If anything I pulled them nearer, taking them in, as I did now, sure my belief that knowing me that well would easily be enough to scare them away. -This Lullaby ; Sarah Dessen.

One day, the memory of your face will fade into a technicolor swirl, but your voice will still haunt the inside of my ear, and those three words - no matter whispered, said or shouted - will still bring me to my knees every single time. -Nicholas Lee.

If a boy really likes you, he won't care how tired he is
or how much homework he has or how late it is. He'll talk to you.

Its easiest when I don't see him, I won't deny that. But I just want to be able to see him without it hurting. I don't want him out of my life forever. I don't want to forget about him. I don't want him to forget me. I really, really don't

It hurts like hell, doesn't it? Knowing that even at my worst, I'm still better than you

Gotten a lot of requests on tumblr to do this, so here ya go

"I loved you then and I love you now and I have loved you every second in between. I don’t care if you understand me. Understanding is vastly overrated but nobody ever gets enough safety."

"I hate myself pretty often." She tilted her face back onto the pillow, damming her tears and attempting to smile at the same time. "Pretty fuckin' often."

“But now you know there was a man named Jack Dawson and that he saved me… in every way that a person can be saved. I don’t even have a picture of him. He exists now… only in my memory.”

You’re uncontrollable, and we are unloveable, andd I don’t want you to think that I care,
I never would, I never could again.

You've been acting awful tough lately. Smoking a lot of cigarettes lately. But inside, you're just a little baby, It's okay to say you've got a weak spot. You don't always have to be on top. Better to be hated than loved for what you're not.

you broke me. i probably shouldn't, but i forgive you. i remember crying my eyes out because i didn't want to kiss you, because i knew in my heart it was over even before never started. but i kissed you anyway knowing nothing was going to happen. i'm not a prize to you, but you'll never find another me. what am i supposed to say, i'm sorry for falling in love with you? that's the one thing i'll never apologize for

At this exact moment, I love you more than I ever have before. Being away this weekend has made me realize alot... just something as small as being away from you for four days twists my stomach like you wouldn't believe. You probably mean more to me than myself. You're everything to me. What I feel for you is constantly growing day by day. I will love you more next week than I do right now, gaurantee. Imagine in a couple months time? Further down the road?

make the most out of tonight and worry bout it all tommorow

I want to be alright without you. I want to smile, I want to laugh, and I just want to stop lying to myself. You’ve been pulling me down for way too long and I know now it’s time to let you go. It’s time I stop worrying about you and your precious little life; it’s time I think about myself for a change. It’s time I treat myself right and leave behind those who don’t. It’s time I dig myself out of this hole and start all over again..

I remember the late night talks. I remember all the promises, the ones we both knew would be broken. How he knew more about me than anyone. I never thought that it would end this way. After wanting someone for so long, its supposed to be perfect, right? Everything should last forever. But he fell out of love, and when you love someone, you just want them to be happy. Even if their happiness doesn't involve you.

When one girl realizes a guy is amazing it seems like thousands of girls start to realize the same thing too.

I wanted it to be you. I wanted it to be you so badly

I am the dust collecting on your bottom shelf. I am the love letter that you read once and forgot about afterward. I am nothing special, and I want nothing more than for you to tell me otherwise.

Sweetheart, you can’t bullshit me. See, I’ve lied to myself enough to know when someone else is doing it. So let’s try this again, and how about the truth this time.

I hope that someday we could talk and forget that time ever drew distance between us. We could make a bridge out of words, as fragile as it might be; the awkward pauses and incomprehensible mumbling, twisting, and twining into some stronger foothold.

I'm not going to sit here and lie and list all the many ways about how I will supposedly love you till the end of days. Because I think that we both know in twenty-eight and a half year's time that I won't be yours and you probably won't be mine.

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I learned to live half alive and now you want me one more time?

"Telling the truth and making someone cry is better than telling a lie and making someone smile."

"The more time I spend with Zach, the less times I think about … God, what’s his face? Built like a bean pole, curly hair, runs away like a little bitch on his sailboat, leaving nothing but a note for his girlfriend who cried over and over for him until the Fourth of July when she decided she doesn’t cry over bitches on boats."

and we had magic and this is tragic, you couldn't keep your hands to yourself

Take comfort in knowing that I, no matter how much you think I’ve got it good, I am completely miserable. And I will continue to be for awhile now. I don’t know if this sadness will ever go away. You had him, you still do and that is so much more than what I can say for myself. He loves you, he will always love you and that is more than I can say for myself; I have been forgotten, swept under the rug, left behing by the one person I gave my all to. You are beautiful. You are wonderful. You are loved. Please don’t forget that. I want you to know that, I just want you to know.

If there’s anything I’ve learned in this whole getting over you process, it’s that your always going to mean something to me no matter what happens. Your always gonna be somewhere deep down inside me. Even when I’m happily married to the man of my dreams, if I were to run into you on the street and those gorgeous blue eyes were to meet mine, my heart would skip a beat because I’ll never forget you and the way you made me feel when we were young & stupidly in love


My friends all say I should stop talking to him, but I think he misses me, and I like that. I miss him. I feel if I stay in touch with him, it will remind him of how great I am, and eventually he will realize that we should be together again.

I see your blue eyes every time I close mine. You make it hard to see where I belong to when I’m not around you.

I told them all the great things I know about you and there were a lot. I was up there for a while. I didn't tell them everything, though. I left out the complicated stuff, like how it took losing you forever for me to truly find you. And how finding you turned me into someone else entirely. That's not what they came for. People want to hear you were great. Not that you were great, but also, sometimes, not so great. They want to know I miss you. Not that while I've been missing you, I've fallen for someone else. It's weird, though. I feel like the only one who would understand this is you. In a way, that makes sense

you're the only guy thats ever been able to put up with my shit day after day. You are always there when i need to vent & you know so much about me; it scares me. You could ruin my life, but i know you will never do that because you are an amazing person. Thanks for always being there, thanks for listening to me rant about assholes & most importantly thanks for being my best friend & the one guy ive never been able to get over.

" it hurts so much to separate is because our souls are connected. Maybe they always have been, and will be. Maybe we’ve lived a thousand lives before this one and in each of them we’ve found each other."
-Allie, The Notebook

"The more connections you and your lover make, not just between your bodies, but between your minds, your hearts, and your souls, the more you will strengthen the fabric of your relationship, and the more real moments you will experience together."

Maybe that's what it all comes down to. Love, not as a surge of passion, but as a choice to commit to something, someone, no matter what obstacles or temptations stand in the way. And maybe making that choice, again and again, day in and day out, year after year, says more about love than never having a choice to make at all.

If you miss him, that's ok. If you're missing the guy who treated you like shit, didn't appreciate you, it's alright. It's ok to sit down sometimes and just miss him. *

You have a beautiful, beautiful smile, the way it curls and collapses on your lips. When you touch me I shake like a child. It’s late, I’m afraid you might leave, ‘cause sometimes it seems like you still don’t believe me. There’s nothing I can do to concentrate, it’s so distracting, always thinking of you*

tla xo

You paint my broken heart, like some awesome piece of art.

My head is in the clouds, my heart is in the sky. My mind is in a dreamboat and you're the reason why.

"After the funeral, my grandfather hugged me. And I’ll never forget what he said. He told me that he had just lost the love of his life, the most important thing in the world to him, and that it hurt like hell. He said he probably wouldn't ever be the same. But then he looked me straight in the eyes; he said that his time with her was something he would never trade, that it was the only thing worth living for. He told me to find that. He told me that once I had that, nothing else would be as important. And he said once I found it, to cherish it and never let it go."

"If we fall in love because someone makes us laugh, what happens when we no longer find them funny? If we fall in love because someone is beautiful what happens when that beauty fades? If we fall in love becuase someone can provide us, what happens when they lose their wealth? Because love defies all reasons. When you truly love someone, you can't just find a reason. You just do"

I want everyone to know, but mostly you. That I am so strong. You pushed me into the dirt, but I have the strength to rise again. So don't you ever, ever tell me I'm not strong enough. You made me strong.

"I've been there a thousand times,I've felt the rain like a thousand knives. And it hurts, I know it hurts. I've been there like a fighter plane, Tryin' fly my way through a hurricane. And it's hard, I know it's hard."

Its like my life isnt even real to me unless you're there, and youre in it, and I'm sharing it with you. And I dont know what I was waiting for, and I dont know what I was scared of, but I'm not. I'm not scared, and I'm not waiting. I'm here.

"When I wake up in the morning, I feel just like any other insecure 24-year-old girl. Then I say, 'Bitch, you're Lady GaGa, you get up and walk the walk today.' "

i loved him before you. when i finally figured it out, it was too late. he'd grown up and i'd grown down. he was no longer the dorky little boy i know from so long ago, just like i was no longer the free spirited, innocent flower he'd once called his friend. we fought all the time and he could beat me and he knew it. he convinced me i wasn't good enough and i fell for it, over and over and over again. i loved him though. i really did. and i knew he loved me back, in his own little way. we talked about the future and the past and everything in between, because it was late and no one else was awake and we were all either of us had. we passed each other in the hallways and sometimes we'd say hi and once in a while i'd brush his shoulder and i'd feel a weird tingly in my arm and i couldn't help myself from noticing how smooth his pale skin was and how those overly-expensive jeans made him look long and lean and that black was his color, even though it made him look dangerous. i told him he looked good and he said he could imagine us together and i joked it of and he took it back but that's as far as it went.

living is easy with eyes closed, misunderstanding what you see

Quit cheating yourself out of the best thing that could ever happen to you. Quit cheating him out of what he's wanted for so long, and just fall. Fall hard, fall long, and fall forever.

When I woke up this morning, I couldn’t get out of bed. I was laying there, and I thought to myself how comfortable it was. It was silent, no one was around, and I felt so good laying under the blankets that were wrapped around me. At that moment, I realized I could lay in bed for all hours of the day, not talking to one person, living in my thoughts, and not doing anything with myself, and it wouldn’t bother me. All I would need is a paper and a pen. I wouldn’t go insane like most people would. I wouldn’t feel content, but I wouldn’t feel sad either, I would feel comfort and calm. I find that to be absolutely saddening.

My flight was being served by an obviously gay flight attendant, who seemed to put everyone in a good mood as he served us food and drinks. As the plane prepared to descend, he came swishing down the aisle and told us “Captain Marvey has asked me to announce that he’ll be landing the big scary plane shortly, so lovely people, if you could just put your trays up, that would be super.” On his trip back up the aisle, he noticed an extremely well-dressed and exotic young woman hadn’t moved a muscle. “Perhaps you didn’t hear me over those big brute engines but I asked you to raise your trazy-poo, so the main man can pitty-pat us on the ground.” She calmly turned her head and said, “In my country, I am called a Princess and I take orders from no one.” To which the flight attendant replied, without missing a beat, “Well, sweet-cheeks, in my country I’m called a Queen, so I outrank you. Tray up, Bitch.”

When I go to bed at night I do 4 things. I drop my robe, slide under the sheets, turn on my left side and stick out my ass. That's it. That's the signal. I just - I back it right up there because I know when I do, no matter how cold the damn thing is, no matter how difficult it might feel, no matter how desperately we want to kill each other it's gonna be met by this warm body on the other side that's gonna hold it. Two arms that ... wrap around, pull me out of my head, quiet the voices, save me from myself ... without ever having to ask. Every night, 31 years. Every night there's my ass and every night ... he never lets me down. You find your home, and it may not be what you thought - you know; color's off, style's wrong ... but there it is anyway and to hell with you if you can't take a joke. You find your home. He's mine.

When I say 'I love you', it's not because I want you or because I can't have you. It has nothing to do with me. I love what you are, what you do, how you try. I've seen your kindness and your strength. I've seen the best and the worst of you. And I understand with perfect clarity exactly what you are

"When we’re incomplete, we’re always searching for somebody to complete us. When, after a few years or a few months of a relationship, we find that we’re still unfulfilled, we blame our partners and take up with somebody more promising. This can go on and on—series polygamy—until we admit that while a partner can add sweet dimensions to our lives, we, each of us, are responsible for our own fulfillment. Nobody else can provide it for us, and to believe otherwise is to delude ourselves dangerously and to program for eventual failure every relationship we enter."

"I walk around the school hallways and look at the people. I look at the teachers and wonder why they’re here. If they like their jobs. Or us. And I wonder how smart they were when they were fifteen. Not in a mean way. In a curious way. It’s like looking at all the students and wondering who’s had their heart broken that day, and how they are able to cope with having three quizzes and a book report on top of that. Or wondering who did the heart breaking. And wondering why. Especially since I know that if they went to another school, the person who had their heart broken would have had their heart broken by somebody else, so why does it have to be so personal?"

its been a long time since ive came around its been a long time but im back in town and this time i'm not leavin Without you you taste like whiskey when you kiss me id give anything again to be your babydoll yeah this time i'm not leavin without you he said sit back down where you belong in the corner of my bar with your high heels on sit back down on the couch where we made love the first time and you said to me theres somethin somethin about this place

When you find everything you looked for, I hope your life leads you back to my door. Oh, but if it don't.. stay beautiful.


Maybe it’s true what they say. There’s always that one person who you never really get over. No matter how many other better people you meet, people who treat you better and love you better, in the back of your mind there is always that person you can’t quite completely forget.

Did you tell her she's your second choice? Cause I wouldn't be your little toy, ain't no man inside her lucky boy. I guess you finally found someone who's everything that I couldn't be.  I just couldn't see myself as Mrs. You Can Walk All Over Me, so tell me who's the lucky girl? I guess you finally found someone who's everything that I couldn't be.

It's like I jinx it or something. As soon as I think I am over you, someone brings you up, just your name and I can't stop thinking about you for weeks. It's stupid. I want you to be happy. But I truly wish it wasn't her that made you happy. I want it to be me still. But that's what I want half the time, the other half, I never want to see you again. I hate her so much, but I cannot bring myself to hate you which makes me even more mad. I try to think of how much you let me down, and I can't. I know you are with her now but I always think of the stuff you told me, how you wanted to be with me "forever", I know it was highly unlikely but it was still nice to hear or how much we loved each other, what we had was real. I was your first love and you were mine. And I hope to god, that she'll never mean as much to you as I did

I liked him, but I loved you. I was so in love with you. I let you because I had too. Because it hurt too much. I needed to be able to look at you and still see this great guy that was trustworthy. & understand I needed to be able to look at you and see my best friend, not just another person who let me down.

Well something has kept me here too long and you cannot leave me if I'm already gone.

I'm a lover and a fighter. I get angry easily, but I'm working on it. I party, sleep, and think too much, but I get my shit done. I have a weakness for sweet talkers, but I'm learning and enforcing my boundaries. I don't let many people in, but once they're in, they're there forever.

I'm looking at your picture, cause it's all I got. Maybe one day you and me will have one more shot.

You're going to come across people in your life who will say all the right words at all the right times. But in the end, it's always their actions you should judge them by. It's actions, not words, that matter.

There will always be those awkward moments when you pass that person and remember what you used to have.

And in case you were wondering, you are like a hurricane to me. Your violence is beautiful, and your center sweet. And in case you were wondering, you are everything to me.

TLA

use things, not people. love people, not things.
this is long, ily so much.

Before we start, you should know something. I've never been completely honest with another person in my whole life. I've never told one person everything. The truth would kill my mother. No one would want to deal with being my friend. And all my therapist, well they judge me. So if I'm going to be completely honest with you and tell you everything you can't criticize me, or call my bluff, or even give me that look that you think I'm exaggerating. Because that's the problem- I wish everyday I had to exaggerate.

e; you loved me when I was broken.. I'm surprised you never left after all that time.
b; well .. someone had to save you... dont cry baby girl <3

The one thing I trust most not to tell on me is my bed because it has seen everything; When I was too restless to sleep, too tired to change, too drunk to walk straight, too naked with a boy, too heartbroken to care, and it hasn't told anything.

She doesn't try hard at school. And she plays sports simply because she likes to run. Her rooms a mess, and her cell phone's always dead, but she just smiles. She knows the world is hers.She has her enemies, she's made her mistakes, and she knows it. But she doesn’t care.She's happy with who she is and who she has, cause that's all she needs.

you're way too young to be this empty.

"He loved her, of course, but better than that, he chose her, day after day."
-Sherman Alexie

I'm too ambitious for my own good. I hate and love people all at the same time. I am a perfectionist and a hopeless romantic. And most of the time I feel as if I was born in the wrong decade. All I want to do is write.

I felt the earth beneath my feet, Sat by the river and it made me complete.

How do people not curse? How is it possible? There are these gaps in speech where you just have to put a "fuck." I'll tell you who the most admirable people in the world are: newscasters. If that was me, I'd be like, "And the motherfuckers flew the fucking plane right into the Twin Towers." How could you not if you're a human being? Maybe they're not so admirable. Maybe they're robot zombies.

right down the line its been you & me

Now I know we said things, did things, that we didn't mean and we fall back into the same patterns, same routine but your temper's just as bad as mine is, you're the same as me when it comes to love you're just as blinded

Well your pretty blue eyes they were drivin me crazy and the tiny little thought that was so amazing is they were lookin at me.

if a thing's stopping me I'mma be what I set out to be, without a doubt undoubtedly and all those who look down on me I'm tearing down your balcony.

Well, how am I doing since you did what you've done to me? I can't lie, I sometimes cry when I think of how it used to be. I keep my friends with me, I stay busy, and I don't get much sleep. Baby, that's how I'm doing since you did, what you done to me.

a guy that truly loves his girl doesn't need to unbutton her shirt just to see a better view of her heart

We touch, I feel a rush, we clutch, it isn’t much but it’s enough to make me wonder what’s in store for us It’s lust, it’s torturous, you must be a sorceress, cause you just did the impossible; gained my trust, don’t play games it’ll be dangerous If you fuck me over, cause if I get burnt Ima show you what it’s like to hurt cause I been treated like dirt before ya and love is evil, spell it backwards I’ll show ya

Something I won’t go on so you toy with my emotions so it’s over It’s like an explosion, evertime I hold ya I wasn’t joking when I told ya you take my breath away, you’re a supernova ♥♥

I’m a space bound rocketship and your hearts the moon and I’m aiming right at you, right at you
250 thousand miles on a clear night in June and I’m so lost without you, without you, without you

I’ll do whatever it takes, when I’m with you I get the shakes my body aches, when I ain’t with you I have zero strength there’s no limit on how far I would go, no boundaries, no lengths why do we say that until we get that person that we thinks gonna be that one, then once we get them it’s never the same you wanna win, they don’t want you, soon as they do feelings change

But you keep treating me like a staircase it's time to fucking step and I wont be coming back so don't hold your fucking breath you know what youve done no need to go in depth I told you, you'd be sorry if I fucking left I'd laugh while you wept**

Once upon a time, we really loved each other. But as time went by, there just got to be all these things - little things, stupid things - that were left unsaid. And all these things that were left unsaid piled up, like the clutter in our storage room. And after awhile, there was so much that was left unsaid that we barely said anything at all.

i was crying and screaming trying to push you away but you just held onto me tighter and for the fist time in my life i felt like i knew what it felt like to have somebody care** ilyilyily

I'm not sure about much and I always struggle to explain the way I feel. I don't open to anyone and I keep my heart locked away. But somehow you made it leap out of my chest. Somehow you get me to tell you my deepest, darkest secrets. And somehow I might have fallen in love with you*

its really hard sometimes cause people just don’t get me. everybody except for one. you, you get me. and that’s what I like about you. actually no. that’s what I love about you. you know what to say at the right moments. you know what not to say at the wrong moments. you are the only one who knows everything about me. I’ve never admitted this but, you, I think you are the one. but there’s a wall keeping us from being more then this. and I’ve been trying to break it down, but its indestructible.*

It's that damn smile. The way your eyes glisten when you're happy and are darker when you're sad. Something in me just wants to protect you, to tell you it'll all be alright.*

"And if you're lucky, if you're the luckiest person on this entire planet,
the person you love decides to love you back."*

here is this one boy in my life. He means a whole lot to me. I will never be over him, and I will never, ever forget him. I don't know where the roads of life will take up, but when I look back at high school, he will be one of the people I will see first. He makes me laugh, he makes me smile, he makes me want to be a better person
<3<3<3

TLA b <3
below are all things the most amazing person in the world have written/said to for me, i love you.

I was a boy who had never been very nice not only to others but to myself I would lie I would steal I didn't know what I had in my life at first but then something hit me there was a girl for me not just any girl but a special girl, who ever knew I would fall inlove? I stuck through everything for this girl I cried for her I hurt myself for her after 6 months of the worst pain a man could experience, that beautiful smile that would light up her face was mine it was all mine, eventually she fell inlove too. I guess she couldn't resist the smile or was it the eyes? This girl would make me so happy. She would put a smile on my face with a glimpse of her face this girl could control me in a second, with that pouty face and soft touch a man can't resist. I connected right away with this girl. We are bestfriends just by a glance at eachothers eyes we could tell what one another was thinking and we both knew it was ily. This girl is a lost girl but now she's found a hero who will save her from anything and everything he will protect her from everything, this girl fits perfectly with the boy, there hands fit perferctly together as though they were made for eachother .. This girl is so perfect and has the biggest heart that belongs to that boy. That girl is you And that boy is me we are meant to be. Ily baby girl, goodnight rest your pretty head, see you tom♥


I'm never going to go away ever because I will die before I am pushed away from you

I'm writing this to remind you that someone loves you, when you sleep so that you know I'm always by your side ily Emmy your the most beautiful girl i hve ever met and nobody can ever make me happier then you do nothing is going to keep me from that beatiful smile your my little country girl and I hope that this makes you smile because that's all I ever want .. To keep that pretty face lighten up all the time I love you more than you know and I will always be here Ily em , always will , always here Tlaxo - B
a note given to me with a little blue doggy stuffed animal we named keith :)

I just wanna hold your soft little hand and show everybody what a beautiful girl I have and that she loves me as much as I love her

You don't know what I'd do right now to have you by my side em, when you beside me or holding my hand I feel Like I'm somebody , I feel like someone cares about me and loves me more than the world and would do anything for me I'm crying right now because I just love you so much and the things you do for me Nobody could ever match you ♥ tla baby tla

Soooo I'm going to start off with lately I've been very happy because of you, being near your everyday always puts a huge smile on my face , even tho you make fun of me sometimes I know you love me. you are without a doubt the most beautiful girl , your smile , your eyes when you smile , youur personailty , the way you give me these sad faces when u wants something , the way you alwyas look so innocent and cute when your mean to  , the way you care about the littlest things but there so important , the way you understand me like nobody ever could , your the sweetest girl I know and so kind to everybody , you have a huge heart that needs to be protected and loved and I'm here to do that  your mom is starting to lean towards my way lately and I just know once she allows me to be with you I will be so grateful for the opportunity , I hope to how her how nice I am and be able to be with you whenever , we have been throgh alot together and like I've said it will all get better in time , we still have alot more to experience with eachoter and. I can't wait for you to come on my boat and just lye in the sun with you by my side, I can't wait to bring you places whenever I want and take you downtown just for thefun of it , I know were going to be so happy together and I want you to know your my sweetie and I hope I'm yours ♥ ilysm Em and I'm always going to be here for you ♥ your amazing Em
Ps good morning beautiful ♥

i have never felt this way about someone in my life. You can make me smile by just a look at your beautiful face. Those flawless eyes shine brighter than the sun, that oustanding smile that gives me butterflies everytime I see it, the way that voice gives me shivers everytime I hear it. The way our hands touch & fit perfectly. Every kiss that you give me is as though its our first kiss everytime, because it always feels so right. You can always keep me happy just by being there, you are the most beautiful girl and you outshine any other girl in a second. I love the way we can talk about anything and your always understanding, nobody has my heart like you do. Sometimes I wonder if meeting you was fate, I wonder if fate wants us together, because everything just feels so right. Everything fits so perfectly with you. We share a bond that nobody will ever understand or see except you and I. Nobody can truly love me like you do em, because only you can love me this way. I miss you with every second of the day I'm not with you, and I dream of you at night. What I'm trying to say is I love you. TLA
in a scrap book he made for me.. for no reason <33333

Love can be described in a million ways, the word love can be greatly overused . People will say the such powerful word with no meaning or feeling but just because they think it's the right thing to do .. But I believe you never say it until you mean it . I have said the word before but I know i'm Truly inlove , I have been for so long , I've been inlove with the most beautiful girl to cross my path , I've been inlove with the girl who has the prettiest smile and could brighten my day in an instant , I'm inlove with the girl who can make me shiver just by a kiss , I'm inlove with the girl who's touch gives me goosebumps . I'm inlove with you .. I'm Inlove with everything about you . No girl can take my heart like you do , no girl has my heart like you do . I guess what I'm trying to say is that i love you. I love you and hopefully soon you'll be positive that you wanna be with me and I know that time will come soon . Because good things take time ..
Goodnight , goodmorning ♥ whatever it is when you get this tla.

-taylor_lovee

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